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A powerful moment to live

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Smooth smoke in the lungs
Bitter taste on the tongue
A powerful moment to live
When all you thought was
There’s nothing in the world to live for

It’s all a crystal nightmare
When you’ve waisted all your money
For another go at it until you are spinning
Off hinged nails from the ceiling
And you’re coughing up your own lungs
And bleeding internally
Then you’re dry heaving on the floor
Writhing
Praying for something more
Something

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i left the room

i went outside

i lost control

i almost died

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pale blue earth

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pale blue earth
no night will follow
no time for yesterday’s
kept ground
stayed around
un-ending future
pale blue earth ahead->
turns me over
i’m stiff as a board
heavy as lead
bend me over backward
break my back
tired of living
going no-where-
i see no-where,
i see nothing up-
ahead,
willing to wait,
til i break my back
heavy foot,
feet shuffle past
past on and
right on pass
through you
phase- it was real life
fade it,
decline-
abort it-
do you remember,
that time.

@cymbalta

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